well it's a 360 degrees change from what i was living for the
past half year before this... working for 14 hours a day... plus
occasional saturdays and sundays...
it will be a long time before i get to enjoy this type of
lifestyle anymore... so why not take this chance to get a good
break... anyway i'm just waiting for one post to open up... if it
comes, then i have a job... if not, then i start looking...
5 years down the road still the same lor... unless i get
attached, then that will be a different case... i'm quite a simple
person.. it doesn't take much to fulfill me... hence, that's why i
can take things so easily 
then again, u can
also say that i'm not ambitious enough to create something for
myself....
I kinda admire ppl who dare to take a break from the usual rat
race here locally. It is easy to always follow the crowd then to
stand out. I guess most ppl who taken ur route are ppl willing to
give up the materialistic stuff this world have to offer.
I guess all pasture always look greener when it isnt the one we
are stepping on. So nevertheless i too envy such carefree life
style. Something that i did, when i was still studying away as an
old student. But still, the hours spend doing nothing soon kinda
became blur that it no longer really matter whether if it is day or
night, for there isnt any sense of urgency or thing need done.
Kinda like in a capsule that time juz slowed down to a pace where
it dun matters. Well that is how it felt for me during my bumming
days. At least till the time bubbles bust.
Wake up only to find that everyone had move on in their life and
me the only one, left standing there at the same spot. Keep asking
myself what there is to life and if i would have die now, what have
i done in my life that is even worth mentioning? I have wasted my
life away which i could have better used it? To change the world or
even improve the life quality of those ppl ard me, those ppl that i
care and love.
